I don’t know..

if I should continue on talking to you like we did before you decided you didn’t want to talk anymore.
I don’t know if I am doing the right thing by giving you a second chance.
I’m trying here. I really am. I want this to happen.
But there is a part of me that thinks it won’t, or you’ll just walk away again out of the blue..
I don’t want to get my hopes up for a big let down once again.
This is all so confusing. And it just so happened right when I started getting my things in order, and I was content with where things were going in my life, and then you pop back in.
How does that happen?